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Post Permuted Press Vitriol

Okay, my feelings about my publisher are out here for you to read, so I won’t belabor that issue by going back over it. Suffice it to say, we lost authors, and that sucks.

Ultimately, the reason I’m staying with Permuted Press for the length of my contracts is the wonderful bunch of authors I get to call “peers” and “friends.” Let me tell you, there are some wonderful and sweet people here. I could name a ton of them, but that’s not why I’m writing this.

I’m also trying to stay connected to the authors who have parted ways, because they’re pretty snazzy, too…except when they spew feces.

See, I met this lovely chap when I was in Nashville a month ago. You want to talk about a nice, self-effacing, mild mannered, person you want to hug and make pasta for, Derek is that dude. I wish he lived closer, and THAT is saying something.

I like Sean Hoade, don’t get me wrong. His bitterness appeals to me, but enough. Hate on Permuted Press all you like, but don’t involve good people who were (and are) your peers. That is unkind, unfair, and does not paint a pretty picture of you… or generate sympathy.

We have a tough row to hoe, and no mistake, but it pays to be compassionate, friendly, and understanding. Why? In this day and age, your “competitors” are also your best possible allies. Don’t alienate people who can help you, stick with them.

Sean, please don’t misunderstand me. I consider you a friend, a resource, and someone I’d like to eat BBQ with, but be careful where you aim when you expectorate. Derek doesn’t deserve the spray.

Permuted Press

You know, I’m getting a good number of page views because I keep mentioning Permuted Press. I have to say, I find it interesting tagging along on the backside of publicity.

So, to you lovely people who keep searching Permuted Press, stop bothering with it and buy my books. If you want to help out authors in “trouble” support us by buying what we’ve written. That’s the absolute best thing you can do to offset the bad press.

We’re lovely folks, talented, with a raw sense of humor, and a touch of melancholy.

In the meantime; Permuted Press. Did I just say Permuted Press again? Maybe Permuted Press. An extra helping of Permuted Press, please.

Pamper Permuted Press participants profusely. Positive press prevents Permuted Press partners’ plummeting PR.

Trying to separate feelings from business

I’m having real trouble doing that, and it bothers me. Permuted Press’ actions make sense in terms of $ and time. Do I agree with how it was handled? No, not really. Am I groovy with all the other stuff going on? No, not so much.

It is, however, business. Numbers don’t lie, even if they were delivered poorly.

It is also a matter of feeling ill-used by people you’ve placed your trust in. It is intensely personal for many of us, being new authors, and handing our “babies” off to someone else to release into the world. Having a book in print (whether or not this is an obsolete way of thinking about it) is to feel legitimate. Everyone wants to feel like they’re a “real” author.

When I signed with Permuted a year and a half ago, I truly felt like I was more than a number in a ledger or a commodity that doesn’t sell well. Now, I feel like the latter, and wish I didn’t. I suppose this could be chalked up to a form of growing up. You know, like not getting into college because your grades were crap.

Regardless of soul-searching and navel-gazing, I don’t feel good about this situation. I don’t feel good about ME, and that tells me I’m taking this way too personally. I do that.

The sane response for me is also the coldest: let the Blood Soaked series end at #3, and move on. Let things ride where they are unless something else gives me reason to question that decision. If they make money, great.

I have to face numbers. The Amazon fracas from 2011 damaged my broader marketability, and likely my future sales. The delays in producing Blood Soaked and Gone may’ve cost me potential readers who lost interest because there was nowhere else to go after Blood Soaked and Invaded.

The likelihood that an unknown like me will recover from these things is virtually nil… unless something I write in the future becomes a gateway to my “back catalog.”

I would have LIKED to see a print version of Blood Soaked and Gone, but Permuted’s sales requirements for inclusion in the new print program make that next to impossible. I do not, nor have I since Amazon, sold over a hundred books a month.

As I said, I don’t feel good about any of this. I feel like my trust has been misplaced, or that I simply shouldn’t trust when I’m in the position of being a commodity.Eventually, I hope, I’ll make peace with my feelings. I don’t believe they can be addressed in a business environment, and personal promises that aren’t reflected in contracts are meaningless. In the meantime, I’ll keep writing, making things, and so forth… because that’s who I am.Oh, and now we’ve got the Horror Writers Association of America and the SWFA digging into the poo now as well. This is what happens when your feelings become everything, and you rage in the internet world. I have no desire to rage, badmouth anyone, or be a canker on the face of a brand… I do want to address my feelings, and OWN them as feelings, not make them the sum total of the universe as we know it.I hope Permuted Press finds a fair and reasonable way to deal with us, the authors, and cope with the pile of feces that this PR nightmare has dropped on the porch.As always, I’m just me, and I write.